After waking up from sleep every afternoon... Emptiness and sadness are felt... I don't know why... But feeling like... 'Please I don't want to get older' 'Please time, don't fly so damn fast!' 'Please can I back to my childhood and I'm forever on there? Being a child.. being a person that doesn't know if this world and the substantial are cruel and full of bullshit? Being a child that always is kept?' Always come... I don't want to get older... back to my childhood.. always being a child... Can I?