And i look like i am self-contained. And the truth is... i am not. Hating myself really. Should i? So should i give up? Let it flow. Let it flow. Tapi kalo jatuhnya ke got gimana? Ha? Ya Allah i really don't know what should i do It really tortured me. Please give me an explanation what's my fault so all the things like this happened to me? Will... my life be like this... along the times?